DAY 3 - June 19, 2009.
Baby, salamat kasi po kahit 19 minutes lang tayo nagkausap, nabawasan na yung lungkot ko. I’m looking forward for us to talk na mahaba haba. I miss you, I miss us. Baby, kakayanin ko po no matter what the cause is, basta ipromise mo saken na kakayanin mo rin, and ako lang sa puso mo. Baby, always pray for us. Baby, ikaw lang mahal ko. And ikaw lang lagi nasa isip ko. Sobra pong miss na kita. :( Sana po di mo ako makalimutan. Always take care, and behave. Behave. I trust you. And Im holding on to your plans for us. I love you soooooo much. ♥ MAHAL NA MAHAL PO KITA.
-Sent this to his inbox.
Grabe, kahit papano gumaan yung feeling ko. Mahal na mahal ko talaga xa. And I know God is testing us, alam ni God na kinakaya namin ‘to.
I can wait for two years :) Don’t worry. I love you eh! :*
DAY 2 - June 18, 2009.
Hi dhie. Goodmorning sayo ♥ Ayun late na ako nagising mga 12 na. Then deretso ligo na agad, bihis tapos church. Niloloko nga nila ako eh. Namamaga daw mata ko. Awawa naman daw ako. Hehe. Missyou* >:(< Andito lang ako sa house. Hinihintay kung mag-oonline ka man. Nkakadepress.
And so yun nga, bandang 8:00 dito nakausap na kita. You were at Kuya Earl and Kim’s place. Namisss kita, grabeh. But then, you needed to go nanaman. Enjoy ka lang, orayt? And please wag mo akong kino-call center, ORAS KA PALANG DYAN SA CANADA. Maka pag nosebleed ka eh :p Hehehe. I love you <3 Oist. Yung promise mo, ha. :”>
DAY 1 - June 17, 2009.
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Hi. Eto, matutulog na ako. I just wanted to message you kung ano na nangyare saken. Not talking to you for 23 hours, it kills me. I’m extremely depressed. I’m sorry di ko na nasagot yung tawag mo bago ka sumakay ng plane, nakatulog na ako kakaisip sayo. Then pagkagising ko kanina, xempre ikaw nasa isip ko. Hindi na ako umiyak. Alam ko na ayaw mo ako umiyak. Infairness, napigilan ko. Inisip ko nalang na ok ka, and you’re with your family.
Minsan nmn bigla akong napapatulala, mukha akong tanga, pero ok lang. :) Maghapon lang akong nagiisip. Hindi rin ako nakakain. Pero kumain ako(onti) kasi naisip ko baka magalit ka.
Nakausap ko rin pala si Kim at Ate Kath, tinanong ko kung ano oras ka makakarating. Sana nasabi sayo ni Kim ung pinasabi ko and sabi ni ate Kath, sasabihan daw nia ako agad once na nasa bahay ka na. Nakakapanibago lang. Wala kasi akong kinukulit. Wala akong tinatawagan. Wala akong inaaway. Hehe!
Nga pala, nabalian pala ako sa right tuhod ko dahil nung pagtayo ko, nagtwist sya. Tapos nadehydrate ako sobrang init, and di na ako bumangon kasi from bed para uminom. Pero don’t worry, I’m fine.
Sana makausap na kita. Alam ko magiging busy ka, pero yung just to hear you voice again, babalik na yung sigla ko. I’ve been frowning all day. ganito —> ;-<
Hayy, mahal na mahal kita dhie. I’m gonna wait for you ♥ Magiingat ka jan, ha. Be a good boy. Remember wherever may life lead you, I’ll be with you. Good night Sweetypie :)
SANA BASAHIN MO ‘TO.
I love you.
THE THING IS…
Okeey, so Hell to the yeah. Product launch = SUCCESSFUL! (i guess) It was kinda tiring and all, but we had fun. We did, really! :))) People are so unpredictable. We don’t know they might like this today, but tomorrow they don’t. It’s like MALING AKALA! - Akala namin mas madaming bibili ng cupcakes, hindi pala. Haha, but it’s fine though. :p
And now I’m home. I got nothing to do. I’m bored and I’m here at my sweetdiary, writing stuffs, stuffs I don’t wanna forget. I’m thinking of what I’m gona give to him this 22th (it’s our 6th monthsarry, YEAH!). But if I think of our previous monthsarries, there’s nothing installed for me. It’s not that I’m asking for something in return or so. Kasi I’m the kind of person who always wants to be surprised. I expect especially if it’s a special day. But, Nothing. It’s always me who gives effort to let him smile, let him get surprised. It’s fine with me. Sabi ko naman sa kanya. PUPUNUIN KITA NG PAGMAMAHAL. Kaya even if nothing is there for me, I can feel better, as long as he is happy and contented.
It’s called YEAH, BOO!
Well, we we’re together. He went to my place at around 4 to help us prepare and cook the food for tomorrow. We were with Muffin, Tots, and Tol. It was something you know? You’re happy but the fact that even if you’re together. He’ll be gone soon. It’s my first time to be in this kind of situation. The thing that both party knows about our relationship. I really hope and PRAY that everything will go according to plan. Of course, God writes our love story so his will may be done. BUT, God also knows how much I love this man. He knows what my heart says.
“God, I really thank you for giving me this man. This person whom I loved. The person I believed where I will be with until I grow up. And, I hope he’s the one you have appointed me to be with. Because if he isn’t, I’LL MAKE A WAY.”
WOW!
I really didn’t expect that he would call me at 7 am just to wake me up which he doesn’t normally do. I’m like WHAT IS UP? Pero swear, nikilig ako. :”> I felt happy and all, kasi It was one of the best morning :) Tapos, narealize ko rin na, 30 days nalang siya dito. Malapit na siyang umalis. Haaay! Sana we can do the things we want bago xa umalis.
Then kanina, napasabak naman ako sa SHOT. Ay grabeh, then I’m feeling dizzy right now. :|
BABE, IF YOU’RE READING THIS. I PROMISE I’LL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES JUST FOR US TO BE TOGETHER. BABE, MAHAL NA MAHAL PO KITA, AND ALAM MO YUN. HIHINTAYIN KITA, HANGGANG SA MAGKITA TAYO ULIT. I’M YOURS, ALWAYS AND FOR A LIFETIME. I LOVE YOU. <3
I’ll be updating this once again.
One month nalang, aalis na sya. It hurts so much to accept na iiwan niya ako here, mag-isa, pero I believe in us, sa plans namin. We’ll keep this together. We’ll keep our love burning. I have never loved anyone, like the way I do now. And natatakot ako sobra na mawala siya ng tuluyan saken. I’dont wanna get hurt again. Mahal na mahal na mahal ko siya. He’s my life, my everything. And I’ll do whatever it takes for us to make forever real. Siya na yung gusto kong makasama. Siya ung gusto kong maging father ng children ko. It will be hard for us, but in time I know makaka-adjust kame by God’s grace. I know na this is one test that meant to keep us strong, not to make us weary. I love you so much Robbie ko. Ikaw lang, Ikaw na, Sapat na. :[
I was with my Prince Robbie, that’s why :p
I went to his place and we bond. We watched Alice in Wonderland and I love you, Goodbye. That’s what we enjoy the most. Being together, laughing to our corny jokes and playing around. It’s how we make the most of it. I love how he look at me and how he makes me laugh. Always. :)
Anyway, I miss blogging. I’ve been dry for 3 days :| Busy dancing.
